My life has been so easy so far up until this year. This summer my aunt came to stay with us she had cancer this cancer was terminal. She was expected to die before school started. She fought this cancer until 2nd quarter this year. To help me get through this was nova. Nova is a close family friend we talked about a week before my aunt died. But 2 days before she passed away nova was hit and killed. This was a giant shock to me I had never had had a loved one die this close to me. My heart died inside I didn’t know what to do I thought my hold world was closing in. my grades where so low 1st-2nd quarter but I plant to really try 3rd & 4th I am aiming for Bs
My child hood was kind of normal expect I had hard add and ADHD this caused me to have to take pills to calm me down I stopped taking these pills in 5th grade I hated taking them. They make me not feel like myself and this made me tiered and unsociable. That time in my life was all most a blur I did like it but it’s not the way I would have liked it to have gone.
My grandma was also a big part of my life I would go to her house and sleep over every other month she had a smoking problem I hated the smell of smoke that was one of the only things that I didn’t like when I stay over the awful smell got to me and it smelled so bad I stopped going over. She missed me but I just ignored 1-2 months after she died. I felt so guilty I didn’t come to stay with her when she died I didn’t cry I just thought about the time I could have spent with her. This taught me to really savor the time with the people I really care about.
I had some friends in 6th grade that I knew very well. I hung out with them all the time but half way through 6th grade 2 of my best friends moved, it felt like it happened so fast. I talk to them on Skype every once and a while but its not the same. This was the loneliest I’ve ever felt (I was 9-10) it sucked have to make new friends. I met new friends very soon but it was not the same. This year I met up with my friend and we went to six flags. It was a blast. But it was cool seeing how much we have changed when i went home we started talking frequently and we became good friends since the.
I think I have had some hard times and some good times but I wish I can get into a good collage. As of 2/4/2015 I want to be a chiropractor and I hope I can get this goal.